"forever sleep" 

I let my tears flow out my pain
for I am dying tonight in your arms...
in your arms I lay in this endless sleep, 
I want to die with your love
forever love...
but it's no more of a wish 
it is my passion ripping at my heart...
please tell me tonight what I want to hear, 
that I'm yours... 
that you're mine always...
no matter what...
I love you so much right now...
wont you kiss away my bleeding tears? 
my eyes turn red...with the salty water rushing
as I cry for your name...
your love has gotten the best of me...
it's taken me over 
it has conquered my fear of losing you,
I trust the words you tell me  
I remember those beautiful words 
during the time I live which is ticking away...
I remember your sweet kisses that lasted for what seemed forever 
I remember your soft caressing touches,
tonight before I go gently kiss me and caress my skin, 
as I cry out a soothing song for you,
I feel so safe tonight just being me and not you...
I wanted to live like this always and forever...
but I can't...
I can't now matter what...
so give me my last kiss before I close my eyes,
wont you cover my emotional wound 
as you shed a tear...
you don't want me to leave...
we kiss one last time and...<sigh>
I leave only to be with you in your dreams.
........in your living...nightmares!! 

BY
Sarah Young