Felt right until you rung again

Summed up minus gone flown on someone else

But when I unfastened gate and checked the box

Digital said your code and had me speculate

Shrugged off I want to my room plugged in

Unaware when the purple went red and loud

And the thoughts came through and returned 

Pages fall and I remember how good it felt

When you were mine

Do you remember when you said

That you were mine

Jogging past into falling days, I get wide

Yet stay stagnant in angst

Apologies sent if your intentions are flown

But theres no way to know and Im low

Low because I dont know and cast doubt

Up after hours sulking with one

Wanting to know but reluctant to find

Wishing I could feel you anew

I once gave you wings

Youre on me I am in agony again

Hoping that I am on you

 

Jarrett Pahinui