Daddy
 
i remember,
the smell of alcohol,
on your breath,
in my hair,
your words,
they meant so much to me,
i was so young,
i grew away from you,
and now i see,
how much pain you really put on me,
i was only a little girl,
barely turning 13..
raped of my childhood,
abused by hypocricy,
and then you were through..
you left me, daddy..
alone in this world
the voices,
the screaming,
cuz of your addiction,
you hurt me, daddy
with your words,
with the microwave
on the stove,
you burnt pasta,
cover up the smell
your addiction controlled you,
look what its done,
you killed me daddy,
strangled me with your disease..
you want me now,
cuz now you see...
what exactly you've done to me.
you cry now, 
like i want you to.
all the pain youve caused me.
look what youve made me do
all i wanted was love.
but instead i was abused..
your the reason why i am who i am..
diseased and rotting like you.
 
by: Ev Tindle  slayed_angel@yahoo.com
dedicated to my fucked-up father...even though i hate you, and i hate what ive become cause of you...your still my dad