CRACK WHORE

vivid complexions
so bright was your soul!
i felt so alive
i was losing control
looking back on that night
the many wandering eyes
like a hangover the next day,
all of it were lies
watching you
i felt like more
the little sting
i never felt before
with my skin
deeper than my flesh
into my bones
little voice sings:
"now i know you love me,
thank god you love at all!"