~For You~ In this darkness I lay alone cold and bitter confused and hopeless our memories fade our love disappears I'm dying inside my heart is painted black pain consumes me over and over when I look into your unloving eyes my life will never be whole again you've left me behind with no sign of warmth a window that hangs behind me bleeds red rain the only color in this hollow shade tearing down my defenses erasing all emotions never again am I to cry... for your name... for your love... for you SNY